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Saturday, July 12, 2008
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loss hope in everything... coming to say that.. i have all the freedom that i always wanted.. but i'm not happy.. i can buy things that i like but i'm still feeling empty... i can do wadever things i wan but i'm sad... felt extremly sad today... feel like talking to someone.. but there is no someone.. my life is juz an empty well so dry... lifeless... i dunno how long i can tolerate this... tolerate this feeling... this me.. this empty me this lonely me.. i see no joy in the future.. i wan to go back to 2 years ago where i have a happy family.. where the stupid me dunno how to appreciate.. dunno how to treasure.. both of them are gone.. forever... i'm all alone here there goes my second home.. the place that i always thought its a prison.. i find it boring there.. a waste of my time to be there but now... i'm wasting my own time trying to recollect the memories... where i rememeber that i was rude, i was impatient.. i didnt not appreciate.... i miss my grandparents.. i got no where to go.. i do not have a place to contain this lonely me.. no one to talk to.. everything is fake.. why dun both of you just bring me along... i hate life.. totally hate... at the end of the day you will still be alone...
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8:10 PM;

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ah Xin aka aH gOi
sweet 21
17 may 1985
cURrenTlY a SlAckEr

MoRE aboUT XiN

A person who likes to plays to the fullest and is really noise however i got my quiet side de hor..tends to have a heck care attidue but actully ponder alot... especially loves her friends alot and always wanted them to be happy.. hate to be maligned by people and will blast off if is been malign.. loves the sea but cant really swim and wants to ride a bike but have not pass basic!! totally attracted to qi yu wu cause finds him really charming!!! searching for a directions now.. hope that i can do wad i want and oso to gain victories and oso breaking through to those challenges i have met!!!

XiN's LovES

my family
cartoon family
C2 suppergroup
a-DoZen
sit by the beach
sea
oRAngie coLOUr
qi yu wu
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