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Thursday, October 25, 2007

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its been once again long long time no blog le.. haizz me now involved with chingay to help out.. all along wanted to join chingay and this time round was given a chance by the chiefs.. intially was very worried about taking up this challenge.. scare that i cant commit myself 100% to it.. but on the other hand thought that if not now when? i will never be ready.. so here i am to challenge myself to break through my limits.. have been a coward for long long time le.. no passion no commitments no responsibility to watever i do.. need to breakthrough this i really do.. guess the only remedy is daimoku daimoku nothing else can cure this i must not be lazy.. no no no... but.. its been like only 2 weeks through and my sanshoshima is acttacking me le.. came in all the way and started to built barrels round me... going to conquer me.. and this time round i will say no to it.. i'm going to overcome it.. i wanna have my grandma's spirit in my life wad she always say to me.. ku lai ku dang, le lai le shou.. i wan to have a beautiful victory in my life i wan to see a change in me by 2008.. i want to have a victory report to my life a true victory that i win and i will win.. no matter wad i'm nothing will fear me.. nothing will stop me.. her spirits will live with me and win together with me.. she will always be there for me and i know it.. but still wants to niam abit la.. realised that these feel days my attitude was bad.. really bad.. especially at work.. this should not be the way.. but i feel very sianzz le.. think muz have a good thought about it... how can i excel in watever i do.. have been in some deep thoughts.. is this wad i want? or am i too afraid to leave cause i'm too use to this comfort zone so i never want to take the first step? am i doing something that i really like?? or am i giving up half way through? me not sure.. think need to reconsider wad i really wan...

11:27 PM;

N {LA VOISINE}

ah Xin aka aH gOi
sweet 21
17 may 1985
cURrenTlY a SlAckEr

MoRE aboUT XiN

A person who likes to plays to the fullest and is really noise however i got my quiet side de hor..tends to have a heck care attidue but actully ponder alot... especially loves her friends alot and always wanted them to be happy.. hate to be maligned by people and will blast off if is been malign.. loves the sea but cant really swim and wants to ride a bike but have not pass basic!! totally attracted to qi yu wu cause finds him really charming!!! searching for a directions now.. hope that i can do wad i want and oso to gain victories and oso breaking through to those challenges i have met!!!

XiN's LovES

my family
cartoon family
C2 suppergroup
a-DoZen
sit by the beach
sea
oRAngie coLOUr
qi yu wu
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xIN's HAteS

hoR fAn
lIars
gOT maLIGn