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Friday, December 08, 2006

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its been about 2 weeks already since grandma leave us.. but it doesnt seems that i'm any better.. dun have the motivation or mood to do anything.. even playing, gakkai, browsing the net and going out with friends dun seems to attract me.. guess i'm really falling into my own world.. i thought i could overcome it and lead my life like the past but memories seems to be with me now and then.. didnt realise that actually i'm such a weakling.. have always thought that i'm strong but not anymore my tears are always flowing uncontrollably i noe that alot of friends are very concern about me and worried but pls give me sometime i will be alright soon.. been thinking where is grandma now, wad is she doing, is she happy or is she juz around me.. really hope to see, hear and feel her once more.. the memories of how she took care of us, how she chant, how she encourage memebers, how she turn our yellow dirty laundry into pure white and how she cook great dishes for us.. dun even dare to call ah ma cause it usually end up when we talk about grandma and start crying.. got to see this poem and feel that it really suit my situation now its about a seagull.. here it goes.. My foot does not separate from the ground, I'm simply afraid, I'm afraid to fly to the sky, because I'm use to the ground, I'm unfamiliar to the sky, do I have the wings, Do I have the dreams of before? it really seems to be talking about right now without grandma now it seems to leave the ground to the new sky where i'm so unfamiliar without her in the future and actually all my dreams are dashed now..

1:04 PM;

N {LA VOISINE}

ah Xin aka aH gOi
sweet 21
17 may 1985
cURrenTlY a SlAckEr

MoRE aboUT XiN

A person who likes to plays to the fullest and is really noise however i got my quiet side de hor..tends to have a heck care attidue but actully ponder alot... especially loves her friends alot and always wanted them to be happy.. hate to be maligned by people and will blast off if is been malign.. loves the sea but cant really swim and wants to ride a bike but have not pass basic!! totally attracted to qi yu wu cause finds him really charming!!! searching for a directions now.. hope that i can do wad i want and oso to gain victories and oso breaking through to those challenges i have met!!!

XiN's LovES

my family
cartoon family
C2 suppergroup
a-DoZen
sit by the beach
sea
oRAngie coLOUr
qi yu wu
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xIN's HAteS

hoR fAn
lIars
gOT maLIGn