after sleeping i decided to stand up forget everything haha.. i cant be down forever de right?? i'm gonna pick myself up right now cause is a fresh new day wor.. i'm gonna have my dinner with my tian mi mi tonight.. kekezz we going for mos burger tonight... yummy cant wait man.. after that we going for a meeting together wa its been a long time since i catch up and have dinner with tian mi mi le.. kekezz guess i juz have to wait for her later on cause she told me that she can onli leave ntu at around 5.30...

its 1 plus am and why am i still up suppose to be asleep le i got cmsk at 8 tommorrow lo!! but my brain cant stop thinking i went for the rehersal juz now and felt that i could not bring out the spirit that i have in mind out of me... i'm suppose to build up the atmosphere and filled up the environment with my solid feelings but right now i still cant feel myself.. wad am i doing what's happening to me.. i'm a loser right now totally defeated by the devilsh functions... upon reflecting right isit that i do not have strong enough prayers.. i'm not serious at all am i?? i lost my beads pounch.. it was so precious to me how can i?? this pounch is rather a maningful one.. what's happening to me??? better get my lights off soon!!!

I got a new Blog skin le yeah!! all thanks to my DarlINg ah bren!!! hahahazzz is my fave chicken little leh after the whole afternooon it finally show up le... feel very excitied.. kekezz.. i'm at BPRT lab right now we are doing the swim lane diagram.. my mind tends to wonder off from that diagram.. haizz i think i need lots of motivation to complete every single project... asignments is piling up but i dun seem to move leh... i got to work hard le i wanna juggle everythinhg nicely.. i'm oso starting to miss my cartoon family le.. it seems like we never meet up for so so long haizz i really miss those days when i can see all of them and i miss the talks i had with ah fen... haizz all these feelings is very hard for me to descrip it out now in words.. i tend to gain things but oso loss things.. then to get closer to things but oso did drift apart... tell me wad can i do?? sobxx!! but i need to be strong need to be tolerant... need alot of these and that... can i go on??? need to have faith like streaming water but not a short burning fire!! can i have it!!! need to hit targets can i do it??? had always been pondering these and that and has always be wondering these or that!! has always got to feel for these and that!!!

Yo!!! i'm back blogging le.. hahazz how can i lose out now man!!! a-dozen is starting the blogging trends again.. sch has started since 3 weeks le and everything is doing fine man... went to clubbing with a-dozen for the first time and was damn shocked to see our how excited was our dear joey and bren hahazz!!! its their first time ma.. a-dozen is so hounored to receive ther first time!! wahaha!! joey can really dance man!! shall make her the dancing queen for a-dozen :P we left club momo at around 3.30am and went for supper its a dim sum place at lavendar and it was damn nice arh.. hmmm... thumbs up!!! yeah!!! now my room juz had a extreme makeover yesterday andi'm quite satisifed with it right now though is abit squeezieee now!!! okie going off for my maple le smell ya around!!!

ah Xin aka aH gOi
sweet 21
17 may 1985
cURrenTlY a SlAckEr

MoRE aboUT XiN

A person who likes to plays to the fullest and is really noise however i got my quiet side de hor..tends to have a heck care attidue but actully ponder alot... especially loves her friends alot and always wanted them to be happy.. hate to be maligned by people and will blast off if is been malign.. loves the sea but cant really swim and wants to ride a bike but have not pass basic!! totally attracted to qi yu wu cause finds him really charming!!! searching for a directions now.. hope that i can do wad i want and oso to gain victories and oso breaking through to those challenges i have met!!!

XiN's LovES

my family
cartoon family
C2 suppergroup
a-DoZen
sit by the beach
sea
oRAngie coLOUr
qi yu wu

xIN's HAteS

hoR fAn
lIars
gOT maLIGn

ROAR!

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