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Thursday, February 03, 2005
title:{i'm so so sad}

i think i'm gonna be down this few days i did something really sinful.. wad the hell am i doing why am i ruining things which is suppose to be such a wonderful occassion in the first place.. i hate myself to the core man.. eventhough i was told its alrite but i could not forgive myself.. how am i going to face them.. i really sux and definately a huge big sucker.. i let a person whoe dotes on me so much felt dissapointed because she was damn happy in the moment but because of my carelessness i ruined the thing.. oh please even if you dun blame me i already feel bad.. i cant get myself to concerntrate on my template which is needed to be completed.. i dun have the urge for having breakfast and i juz totally hated myself thinking that nothing can salvage this situation.. help me someone.. i'm living in the state of hell now... tears had been rowing down uncontrollably at times.. who will understand my situation now?? i think my heart is stabbed by 2 kinves every 5 mins i'm afraid to be alone cause all the incident that happen would be flashing through my mind.. help me.....

8:21 AM;

N {LA VOISINE}


ah Xin aka aH gOi
sweet 21
17 may 1985
cURrenTlY a SlAckEr

MoRE aboUT XiN

A person who likes to plays to the fullest and is really noise however i got my quiet side de hor..tends to have a heck care attidue but actully ponder alot... especially loves her friends alot and always wanted them to be happy.. hate to be maligned by people and will blast off if is been malign.. loves the sea but cant really swim and wants to ride a bike but have not pass basic!! totally attracted to qi yu wu cause finds him really charming!!! searching for a directions now.. hope that i can do wad i want and oso to gain victories and oso breaking through to those challenges i have met!!!

XiN's LovES

my family
cartoon family
C2 suppergroup
a-DoZen
sit by the beach
sea
oRAngie coLOUr
qi yu wu
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xIN's HAteS

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lIars
gOT maLIGn



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